Over 25 years ago, I experienced a deep betrayal, and it nearly paralyzed me for two years. God had me write a book detailing what He instructed me to do to recover, but I didn’t even release it for about twelve years and that was thirteen years ago! Since then, betrayal has come again, not once, but twice. I have come to figure out, life will bring betrayals. Afterall, Jesus said “offenses will come” Keeping your circle small will not stop the enemy of your soul. The enemy is not people, people are just his tools. And, let’s face it, we have ALL been used by the hand of the enemy.
What I have done is update my book. I updated it in 2018, and just recently. You can find the book on Amazon. But, each betrayal brought forth a prose from my heart. This writing today is going to share those and then at the end I will include the link for my book. If you have a betrayal wound, or know someone who does, I believe it will help them. It literally takes less than 10 minutes a day, but, it works.
“The saddest thing about betrayal, is it never comes from your enemies.” – anonymous
Betrayal’s Truth
They think you’re defensive
You think they’re deceived
So you go forward…..alone.
The pain is great.
Without agreement, you can’t walk side by side
Who is at fault? Only God truly knows
You cry out in prayer, asking for answers
God will You show? Will You tell?
Will we hear…?
Did I hit it? Or did they miss it?
Who is deceived? Disappointment disguises!
Can we, as believers, not see?
For deception is evil, cunning and sly.
When a heart takes the bait
It separates friends, it strains love
Oh that we would hear God’s voice!
So you love your person, you still love your friend
But things are different…
This chasm so deep, this schism so wide
You must walk humility and lay down your rights!
Hard to stay quiet, I understand
We all want agreement,
But don’t do it! Cover your friend!
Father, humble our hearts and speak to us now
Show us oh God, Your will in this matter
Enlighten our hearts, open our eyes
I cry out for truth! Even if it hurts! Show me!
Search my heart Lord- Reveal every lie!
Heart! Get in line! You will deceive me no more!
We need Your truth! And it might be hard to hear!
No one wants to see their mistakes…..
We don’t want to fail, one more time
We don’t want rejection, one more time
We don’t want to hear, I’ve missed it this deep, this great, this long!
We don’t want to think we have hurt our friend…..
The cost of deception is great!
Betrayal hurts
Betrayal wounds,
Failure injures and time does not heal all wounds
Jesus, You are the healer – I need You
I need Your restoring power
and so does my friend.
This is my prayer.
I submit my heart to You God
I will walk in humility
And I will love and forgive my friend.
Written 2018

“I didn’t feel like forgiving, and many times, I did it through tears.” – Kelita Deems,
Betrayed! Healing the Wound; Forgiving the Friend.
Betrayal’s Lies
Out of nowhere it came, a wounding accusation
It hadn’t happened for so long, I wasn’t paying attention.
The wound went deep, the cut was sharp
And I vowed again, no more close to my heart.
But you can’t truly love unless you truly forgive,
You can’t truly love, you can’t truly live,
You have to choose love and it will be a choice.
God! help us to see and hear Your voice.
We are all guilty, so the truth You must show….
We all see through wounds and our own perceptions, I know!
We don’t want to hear that, WE WANT TO BE HEARD
But we must check our heart against the Truth of the Word.
How could this happen, my circle is small? I guard my heart
And yes, I have walls.
But the enemy snuck in, once again through a friend
It hurt my heart and he tried to plant sin
What he intended for my demise, will fall back on his head.
I choose to forgive and choose
Joy instead!
Written 2025

I Choose Joy
How do I release this pain inside of me?
How do I release this hurt that stirs within?
Show me what to do that I may be healed
And become free to love again…
Love again.
Wounds go deep when they’re from a friend.
Sometimes you think the pain will never end.
The tears you cry flood over your soul…
But with the washing of the Word you will become whole – Become whole.
I choose to love, I choose to forgive
I choose joy, I’m choosing to live
I will be free and I will survive
For the God in whom I trust, my soul will revive
Will revive.
Lord I release this anger in my soul
I will not let it burn and gain control
I lay down my rights and I will seek Your face
For the road that is before me begins with Your grace……..
For in life there is joy
In peace there is healing
It’s all in a choice
And I choose restoration
It is my salvation
I choose joy.
Written 2000
















